Peace!

Finally my exam is over! I say finally and a wave of emotion comes over me. There is so much, happiness, sadness, joy, love, peace, relief....it goes on and on. Appreciation is big, there is so much appreciation for those that have held my hand along the way. The angels that have been put on my path to help me fly when I did not think I could. Faith is another one. I have to have faith, that what ever happens it is exactly what is supposed to happen. So why is it so important for me to control it. Why does faith go away in these times? I always consider myself such a faithful person and yet there are times that doubt takes over. I know better, but that does not seem to help.
Regardless, it is over. It is up to me on where I go from here. I can do it, I know I can but there comes the doubt again. I am powerless...alone. But I am never alone. I know my God is always with me. I read in a book that "your blessings have your name on it". I believe it. I know it. But I still want to control!!! So for the next few weeks I will work on giving up control. What a great thought!!! It must be wonderful to just let go.....and let GOD!! Interesting..........